BAck BAckk backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~~~~

haha~~ya ya ya....finally back to blogging world....blog blog blog...

Now can say eng eng liaw...

Badminton,clubbing,jogging, seeking for chicks...lai lai lai...contact me....

I m damn free now...but only limited for 2 weeks nia..haiz...

K back to recently what i do...

Follow some local news from AUG [ASEAN University Games 2008]

It contains all the asean university student which participate in....but one thing make me confuse...how cm Arifin from badminton events can took part...if nt, mistaken he still under high school...but who cares...as long u got that potential then,no one will talk a bunch of craps....

11 asean univisities who takes part in 26 events game....

Yup. some of our representative done a outstanding perfomance such as our national player who 

won in overall in karate-do,badminton n etc.....

I only know that some events took place in diffrent location such as..badminton event held in gynasium cheras....

One motive 

One dedication

One mind 

Make our nation pround....

Malaysia boleh~~~

what a surprise!!!

Haiz...suppose to continue do my assignments....but really don`t have to continue...so lazy now...
but times is peeking up...only left few week need to summit up the work...but some how still blogging....=.=

Even though still got 2 weeks time to rush...but as for me...1 week is like a disaster for...because of some purpose need to rush for...

Sleepiness and tiredness really do affect my life recently...Things that i plan to make it...but finally failllllllllll

No mood now~~ Looking up at the ceiling ,day dream again.

But, the best thing is my gang is coming back...

Just now went to stapok played badminton with my old friends steven is backkkkkkkkkk
Ya..c his lan si face...
Ya....having a wonderful meal with him..

He ordered cha kueh but did not finished it???

what a wasted..but what to do??he rich ba...

3 cup of beer, 1 go...lolx...jk la...

Stev, if u r reading this article now..hope no offence to me..^^

Ya, not bad..stamina increase very well..

Not the old time u...well done bro..

Now wait for the rest mighty warrior back...

Pok...we r expecting for ur return....

I know I am a retard, a craven, I admit...

Before enter in college..
I really serious want to change my new life...
haiz....
but some how...
The same incidents occurs...
I struggled well but i received empty gift..

I lost my myself

I lost my purpose
I lost my thought
I lost my direction
I know I am a retard, a craven, I admit...

Review back before i sitting for my test

I struggled hard for my exam and assignments
I managed to do well in the exam but not confident can achieved well
I also struggled hard for my assignments but ended up for discouraged words
I really pay more attention during class unfortunately,still empty brain
I requested for help,ended up for nothing useful. A bunch of critical, harshing,irritating words appear
I cant fight back or disposal their mind,because they think they were senior,know what is the best for them
I know I am a retard, a craven, I admit...

I might even face some difficulties with discussing of chatting with my parent nowadays.
I sometimes curious that what if i really too selfish, busybody,jealous, to ended out our relationship
I wonder friends surrounding me will feel disappointed for me
I wonder am I doing the right thing at the wrong time , at the wrong place or even the things that I did is offend
I m sorry.
I know I am a retard, a craven, I admit...


I really want to do for the best to my college,contributing my skills,my thought,my achievement.
I really hope i could able to communicate well and improve my living skill
I no longer a kid now,many things still wait for me to handle,settle well.
Think like an adult.
Have a mind of a mature way.
Always think twice before act.
I know I no longer a retard, a craven, I am release...
Just give me some more times...
we can make much different.
^^

Just finish class...

Now the time is 7.25pm...ya...i am just finishing my class...Dad still haven come...Nothing to do...so decided to on9 meanwhile waiting for his transport.

As usual..2day a bit quite different with my previous day...2day is the 1st time which i need to study until nite...

I am really tiring and hungry now....My bottle had just finished...Really quite thirsty now.

Duno what to do...Log in friendster...also nothing to see...BORED~~BORED~~ just BORED>>>

Touch a bit of my lesson just now...Almost ended my class ,My lecture`s Miss Marie mention about DO YOU GUYS BELIEVED IN "SUPERSTITIOUS"

FOr me, is really quite a new things to me...Keep wondering some of the things that Miss Marie told just now wasn`t it true???

But how cm???Where do therse rumours come from???Most probably from China...cz chinese culture is more to their traditional thought...But i do believe that western country also has their own thought..

For example: Why mens cant send womens watches?Shoes or even CLOCK??? WHY???

When u in the hotel,u cant put ur shoes or slipper tighty or nicely???huh??Why??

I am really so doubtful now...curiosity plays the role in my mind now~~

But the more interesting part to me now is...................

I need to ta ta liaw...Dad is cailling me...If u guys got any superstitious qs or answer??

Mind let me know and share some of ur thought...i really will appreaciate it....thx guys....C u...

Trying~~

Haiz...a bit frustrating nowadays....After kept uploading the pictures that i celebrated with some of my friends during their birthday.
Unfortunately,it still cant works....

Now is almost 4 am in the morning...2moro still need to attend classes..=.=

Recently din sleep so well...many things happened during my life in college life...

Since i have some free times n my brain is awake now...

Touch a bit of my life in college..

First of all,i was thinking that i choose the right college...but it seems like i wrong...
Things does not come so easily that you expected...

While, thinking back in high school..i always thought that if i study in college compare to high school, my life will be more better without still wearing the old government policy rules..

Ya,i know what you guys is thinking right now...

But, that`s the fact is the fact...This is what reality life be...
The Admin of my college does not shown any of the responsibility..haiz...(PRoblems i would not ish to share, nothing feel proud to share)
Get usual la...if you really have the "OPPORTUNITY" to study here..haha~~
You will REGRET~~but bo bian...same as others students...Lack of money..
what we want for the benefits of the college???

CHEAP?
NEAR?
GOOD FACILITIES?
IMPROVE YOUR LIVING SKILLS?
and others more~~

As time passed, i really seldom communicate with my new classmate new lecture...

Just duno what had happened to me??

I can feel that i am changing a lots not the same me during high school...

Lost my path,my purpose,my life...my life getting so miserable...

Nowadays, duno what i am so busy....text book din even touch a single page~~
The next day,lecture ask..i only can feel my brain was all blank out!!!

I can strongly say that here really like a tuition center to me~~
Everyday go there,spend 2 o 3 hours..then, go back home..
the next day,same daily routine...
Really not feeling wanna come back the next day.

These cause many of student dont have the opportunity to get to know more about the lifestyle of being a college dudes...haiz...
Know more new friends can provide well communication and might change the way their habits..
Pls...i not saying about the negative things..others....k??

The worse part is without any appeareace of activities, how can we know well each others?
In this college i really din found out any special thinngs that could caught my attention.

Actually, got 3 clubs developed before i entered in...but it always be frozen like did not had existed.

So i only could say i am very disappointed of some particular problems....

Really hope i can improve my living skills in collegeand manage change some of the certain things~

Like develope an activities for fun release our burden stress after all the hard work in our mind.
Just release it all out..
Have Fun..chat to new friends...understand well what their want.

i fully believed that this kind of small mind will b 1 of the mighty part to united all student.
I also trust that these will give an amazing result to all students.

Hope one day i really can get the opportunity to change the way that bring unity of us...

And LASTLY, i hope this page wont offence any of the college rules or policy if you guys from the admin saw this page.
I only want the best for our college...
Hope that my words din confuse you readers...
Because some of my particular errors...ya..i m vr poor in my English...i am fully apologized.


BLESSED THE COLLEGE~~

Waiting time pass...

Ya i know its really being awhile din updating MY BLOG~~
Same things as others commons bloggers...LAZY for not updating....

NO time,busy on assignments...and others more...
As for me???haiz....duno what can i say....
My life really as simple as before....Y...cz i still living my hometown...
No place to go,nothing to share about.....

Haiz...now i using my college comp....haiz....lame~~
so tiring,sleepy....bored of cz.....nth to do...JZ WAITING PASS NOW~~
Bored bored bored~~~
Hunger,starvation, n not forgeting my old diesease...sleepy sickness has show some effect...

What i am thinking right now is.....................................

I want to have a NAP~~~~

now is 5.32 pm....still waiting for transportation....

So damn hungry and sleepy.....

A wild nite...

Sitting and wondering....
Switch on laptop....like usual....surfing net...click here click there...suddenly hand itchy...press the channel that should not be pressed....haiz...a bit regret now...because now addicted to it...

Not PORN ok??...dun think so....Ya,i bet u guys is wondering now...

but it`nt....
It`s the famous movies series...Heroes....

Really damn awesome after watching it...but it really affect my studies...haiz.....

Actually, this incident happened during i was in my study week.....1 week for study before entering

"WAR"

This war doesn`t as simple as u guys think...

Family craps.....

School craps as well........

Mentally affect too...

I cant stand it anymore~~

Back to the story~~

Erm..i plan to finished it in 3 days....

Unfortunately i cant make it....haiz...

Finally i used 3 days n 8 hours to completed season 1

8-9 hours completed season 2

n now....still waiting for the season 3 episode 8~~haiz...tired of waiting...